Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in trueloser26's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]

Saturday, May 27th, 2006
1:29 am	hooray im finally writting in this! idk why but.....w/e. so no school today for memorial day break, it was nice. jenna colored my hair putting red highlights in, didnt make too much a difference though. but i do like it, kinda just brought out the blondeness more, o well. so since lucy went up north with chelsea this weekend, i got to take her place in attending nikki places wedding today. it was fun. i wore my fall ball green dress. the wedding cerimony and everything was good. the grooms mother tripped on the stairs in front of everyone. it was funny but i felt bad for her. it was weird, as joe pointed out to me, they said 'u may embrass the bride' inside of 'kiss'. then was the ceramony thing afterwards(cant remember what its called). they had good food. my dress got sparkles all over. we got to watch the hoffman and mrs gentile dance, it was funny. mrs marchasi looked so happy for her sister, it made me happy. :-). anyways, then we drove ms hodzen to her car nd then they drove me home. and that was my day. i hadent been to a wedding since i was like 5 at my aunts wedding when i was the flower girl. but finally i went to one today, it was nice, weddings make me happy, as im sure they do for many other people. Current Mood: happy Current Music: against all odds-postal service (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 10th, 2006
3:07 pm	BATTLECRY!!! so BattleCry was amazing. or...the after effect of it was anyways. it wasnt the most like.......God firing presence or anythings like past things like despiration nd atf, but it was still rle good. they had some rle good speakers, a bunch of band, and rle good worship. the things that was the best for me was that i didnt hold back, especially at the end. i didnt care who was around me, or whether they could hear me or not, or w/e else, i knew God deserved my all so i rle put my whole self into worshiping him, and i think that was the best part. most ppl came back all fired up for God like normally after these trips, i wasnt feeling like that, but i was still satisfyed bc i knew i did get somethings out of it and learned stuff. last night at descipleship team i told God while praying that i was ready. i am ready for God to use me to do anything he wants, especially for at school. well today at school i wore my battlecry hoodie, my 2 battlecry, acts 4:31, nd element bracelets, nd a wifebeater i wrote on the front "i want the cross" in cross form and 'BattleCry' with the flag thing on the back which i made last night. in EVERY SINGLE class exept yearbook, i got to talk abt God and Battlecry. not like i was forcing it on them, but they were asking me abt wat my shirt said and wat it was for and more nd more questions and i got to explain. i even talked to some ppl i never EVER talk to bc they were asking or i saw them at battlecry or something. at lunch i had an amazing descussion w/ someone abt God and tellin her wat Christianity nd church was all abt. God is using me. i didnt feel so much of an inpact when i was there, but the after effect is amazing. I so cannot wait to see what God has planned for me for the next few days, weeks, ...my future, but i know its going to be amazing. Current Mood: excited Current Music: battlecry-micheal gungar (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 24th, 2006
10:38 pm	today was for the most part pretty good. joe picked me up and then we picked up dylan at bcs and then we went to the mall, chelsea and ethan were there to meet us. we just hung around a while mostly in hot topic and fye. then chelsea nd ethan left like an hr later nd me dylan lucy nd joe went to dicks sporting goods and spent his giftcard from snowcomming on pops for all of us, a blistex for him, and a game call thing. then we went back to the mall to make noise with the game call. we went to brookstone and i say my couson there. then we went to the home theatre and the chairs were rle comfy. we then drive dylan home and then they drove me home. it was a good time over all. we got 1 free bowling game from this guy at the mall, so tomorrow the 4 of us are gonna go bowling after seeing a movie at the dollar theatre. should be fun... Current Mood: happy Current Music: believe (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
10:40 pm	so iv had a pretty nice winter break. its almost over, im sad. :-(. friday- rebels insight show then element. saturday- rhondas birthday party at chuckie cheese..much fun. sunday- church, then church again, then dougs party. monday- sat around. tuesday-went to see curious george with mike nd kevin then went to kevins and watched envy nd some of final destination 2. than joe came over and watched the rest of it with me. wednesday- went to joes and watched 2 simpsons eposodes and charlie and the chocolate factory. then got in a myspace fight with someone i've talked to like 2ce; but it worked out fine and its all good now. thursday(today)- went to the mall w/ mike kevin and jenna and then we all went to kevins and watched some internet clip things and 'gone fishing' which was pretty funny. im sad, only 3 days left. im going to be moving in the next few months abt 7-8 miles away from where i am now. and i'm gonna have to say im living with someone else thats in the district im in now so i can still go to stevenson. so as connor put it, im going to be lieing to go to a school i dont even want to go to. :-/ yeah...thats great isnt it... :-( Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 10th, 2006
11:41 pm	long day. school- next year schedueling-staff deadline for yearbook- wired up-finish up yearbook spread-difficulties finding black pants for tonight- while game dinner- element. i ended up wearing my bcs uniform shirt to element bc i wore it to the wild game dinner seeing we needed to wear black pants nd white shirt and i guess my shirt fell out of the bag or something cuz when i went to change at element i only had my pants and shoes...o well. Current Mood: tired Current Music: goo goo dolls- iris (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 27th, 2006
4:21 pm	Guess what?!? im finally 16~!~ my birthday was yesterday. its crazy how many pplz birthday have been latly. there was someone the 21st nd 23rd, i jst cant remember who it was. the 24 was gwens, 25th lucys, 26th mine, and today the 27th is jamies. cRaZy! :-p. so yesterday i got to go on my first date. it was fun. el charles, tryed going bowling but it would have cost like 13 bucks for one game! so we went else where. went to macob mall and i got a few things and then to starbucks to use of that $35 of gift cards of starbucks from jessica and angelina. carmal fraphachino...very yummy. i had a good birthday, it was a lot of fun. so tonights element and tomorrow is lucys party so im exited for that. ooh and mike and jenna switched lunch hrs so now me jenna ethan nd mike all sit together at lunch nd its bunches of fun. o my i have so many blonde momments when im with them....its so weird! k, i'm done now. Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
8:27 pm	people got back from winter camp, im happy :-D. yesterday was my birthday party and i thought it turned out pretty well. i got rich over it, so that was nice. :-p but im puttin the majority of it towards the trip to mississippi. so sandrekas(sp) electric techinic(sp) shot and i see stars played. they were really good. there were probably around 50 ppl that ended up comming. i think some of the stevenson ppl were freaked out by the screamo-type music. ppl moshed, fun times. then later on chelsea jessica and lucy came over and spent the night. we were so wiped out so we didnt rle stay up or do anything, and went to sleep kinda early. today was church and then couldnt make it to the discipleship team at night bc i was my family party. i got 2 cross necklesses from family. i like em. yeah ok this is boring how im writting but i've had lots of fun the last couple days. especailly yesterday. :-p and in 4 days....the 26th, ill finally be 16 :-D, though im not getting my lisence yet. ... o well im still happy. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
12:04 pm	everyone went to winter camp and i have no one to talk to or hang out with. i miss them. im bored. im stuck here studying for exams and doing projects for school. ;-O Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
7:34 pm	so iv been happy cause we're recently learning about evolution in earth science and that gives me a chance to stand up. so i apologyze and say im not meaning to rebel or be rude but ask questions to the teacher to have him further explain it so hopefully he wont be able to have a complete answer. which i kinda did today, he said he didnt know when i asked something about it so that made me happy. and i kinda mumbling shared of what i thought of it yesterday and saying couldnt there be another way things were made..and saying so the class could hear and not just teacher. also someone asked me about my no yoga thing so i got to explain why i didnt do it. and i made a speech in speech class about how if i could make one wish(cuz that was the topic it was to be on) then i would wish for ppl to find the same truth and light that i have found and expanded on it using verses and what i ment and everything. got a 18/20 on that speech. so im happy b/c iv been good oppertunities to wittness and iv taken them and its been good. so a lil earlier mrs ewald picked me up and went to get lucy, joe, jenelle, emily, and rosie. then we went to faith temple for the game against Summit. bethesda won for jv but we never got to the varsity game b/c a lil jv summit player came out of one of the locker rooms saying we needed to called a fire truck bc there was a fire. so we all scurried out of there as we looked around the edge nd saw lots of dark smoke steaming through the door and flames from inside there. so we all got out and made sure all were there then we went home. oh and also before the jv game a big peice of the wall fell on this old guy w/ a shiny bald head. it was scarry, though some thought it was funny. but he like grabbed his heart nd i thought he was gonna have a heart attack and.......yeah, thats why it was scarry. so now im here, after talking to sean nd my dad about past games and coaches. and seeing on the tv about people sueing priest for making up religion and questioning all over cnn whether Jesus actually ever lived or not. hmmm.... theres been a lot of talk of Jesus and Christianity latly. its interesting... Current Mood: thoughtful (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
8:08 pm	im bored..........very very bored. im sitting here downloading songs from emusic for my mp3 player. yesterday i saw flighplane or flightplain or w/e its called w/. jessica kevin nd connor. it was a good movie. then mr mckissick drove us to jennas for her party. it was pretty good. ppl playin truth or dare jenga, then regular truth or dare, ppl recording music in the back room that their not supposed to be in, spillin pop on the pool table and it maraculously didnt leave a bit of a stain, it was all good. not the happyest for me at the end but thats alright bc i had my bf there to confert me and make me feel better and wipe my tears away. today he came over and we went job hunting. the amici pizza place near my house said they needed a driver so they'd be calling him in a few days, so im exited for him...for if he gets the job and all. then we just hung out at my house and watched boy meets world. then he left and so did my mom as went to sams club and iv been home..bored...alone..for the rest of the day. chelseas commin over but not till like 10. i know my post are rle boring, i apolyze. ok im done. bye. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Abandon (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
8:24 pm	Merry Christmas everyone~!~ hope you all got all u wanted from that fat jolly old man. christmas eve was alright. went to church which was good cuz joe and his family was there and i was glad he could go and all. then we went to my aunts house and i was bored out of my mind. it was alright though, kinda used to being like that when im the only and youngest neice/granddaughter. this morning i woke up and waited for sean for like 15 mins to join us. then we all opened presents and it was good. parents liked my gift to them, sean got what he needed even though it was pretty cheep. i got everything i wanted so it was all good. later on joe came over and we exchanged gifts (finally)and it was fun. i like my gift a lot. i love him. so we went to jenna smiths to give then smiths their gifts then back to my house then a lil later joe left. later on family came over and we watched a christmas story and family funniest home videos. They all talked while i just sat back and listened in and chuckled every now and then. they talked of spiritual and Godly matters, the older femals in my family going through medipous(sp) :-/, hating to dress up every day for work, and now debating on if they were stranding on a stranded island what singer or band or w/e would u rather be stuck with. i think their arguing over jimmy hendricks and some will guy. idk. but its been a good christmas. today had suprizingly been kinda fun and not as boring as i predicted. Now i will list(of what i can remember of at the momment) of what i got for Christmas: sterio, digital camera and photo printer, scarf, pink nd blue wife beaters, mp3 player, speakers to project the songs from the mp3 player, a ring ;-D, another scarf, candle, 2 journals, chia pet(finally! :-p), 3 pairs of earings, a $1 ring, lotion, a book, gloves, a shirt, $25,$30 on a ggp credit card thingamajig, and.....i think thats it. that stuff included the things my friends and family got me. ~!~ I hope you all had a WoNdErFuL Christmas~!~ Current Mood: happy Current Music: Christmas music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
12:31 pm	yesterday was fun. i spend the whole first half of the day cleaning. but then around 5:45-6 joe lucy nd kevin came over. then at 7 everyone else came for our lil christmas party. it was a lot of fun, i thought. my computer almost broke, someone(wont say name for pertection of hopefully not making that person feel bad) was leaning on the desk thing my computers on and it all fell over. it was so scarry! omg everyone was silent and just like stared at it and everyone from downstairs and upstairs came to see what the loud noise was. but it was all fine. my dad came down and joe helped him put it all back. computer or nothing else broke luckly. i thought my dad was like gonna get all crazy and mad but luckly he didnt and i was glad. but yeah we just hung out nd ppl played my dads gutair and we exchanged gifts nd such. i had fun. now we gotta figure out where to have new years eve party. im exited for christmas, i cant wait. only 2 more days! :-D Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: stacy orrico :-/ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 15th, 2005
7:35 pm	Hooray! i finished my yearbook spread finally! im so happy! :-D and.....i am going to be home for Christmas, im not going to california no more. which sounds wierd, but im happy abt it. i like white Christmas's. i got let out of school early today at 1:55, which is only like 1/2 hr early but its still nice. we had like the greatest subtistute teacher for our 20 mins in 8th hr too, it was so funny. todays been a good day, besides the fact that since iv been home iv had nothing to do nd been rle bored but..thats alright. its all good. pray for a snow day tomorrow! Current Mood: happy (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
7:45 pm	ok so i dont know why but i feel like writting more. i just finished typing out my memior english paper and my dads editing it right now. i havent had the computer for the past week :-( i was sad. but i got it back and i guess thats why im writting a lot more now to make up for it. i cant wait till Christmas, i finally get my new camera. im so exited. plus i lev for california, just kinda sucks that im leaving Christmas day and kind of eariler in the day too. so yesterday was fun, went to school, then to the wired up Christmas party w/ utica at utica hs and that was...alright. but then went home, got ready, crimped hair, and went to element. got there late but it was fun. played some more foot tag. joe drove me home and we hung out for a while then he had to lev. it was fun though. and today was kinda busy. got up late at like 1:45 and watched phsyco. called a bunch of ppl and made plans for tomorrow. then went to farmer jacks just changing out of my pjs nd having no make up on nd hair being a mess to pick up some chex cerial and chocolate chips and to return bottles nd cans. i had 4 garbage bags of cans nd bottles nd all i got from it was $8.50 and sticky hands. but went back home nd made that puppy chow stuff(ppl food not dog) and it was rle good. made my dad some noodles nd cleaned up the house. the things that made it busy was makin 2 things at once then cleaning the whole house while still trying to shuffle plans for tomorrow together. so i still gotta call like 3 ppl back but thats alright ill do it soon. hmmmm im bored. im exited i get to share my memior paper w/ the class. its about last years winter camp and the spiritual night we had there. and im exited for tomorrow, it should be much fun. all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life and sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am ------------------ The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath And emeralds from mountains, the thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth And Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above Chorus: And I'll Be your cryin' shoulder I'll Be loves suicide And I'll Be better when I'm older I'll Be the greatest fan of your life And rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed And You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof My love is alive and not dead Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above Chorus Well I've dropped out, I've burned up, I'm on my way back from the dead Tuned in, Turned on, Remembered the things that you said Chorus Chorus The greatest fan of your life. Current Mood: cheerful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
3:40 pm	Get a load of me, get a load of you Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you (hardly know you) It's just like we were meant to be Holding hands with you when we're out at night Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right (isn't right) And I've got someone waiting too What if this is just the beginning? We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you? It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Isn't this the best part of breakin' up? Finding someone else you can't get enough of, Someone who wants to be with you too It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch But wouldn't it be beautiful? Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you? It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? High enough for you to make me wonder Where it's goin' High enough for you to pull me under Somethin's growin' Outta this that we can't control Baby I'm dyin' Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you? Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you? It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? Whenever i think about you (x4) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:00 am	I believe the stars keep shining all throught the night. I believe if we just keep trying it will be alright. I believe that someday we're gonna find our way. And I believe in a beautiful day. I believe in lovers walking side by side. I believe that someday we'll be satisfied. I believe the angels listen god hears us pray. And I believe in a beautiful day. Yeah I believe it's gonna work out ok. -------------------- Don't you want somebody to love Someone who could be your true love Going, always gone Don't you want these arms around you Remember when it was I found you Going, always gone All your world it seems so lonely You're always out there on your own Oh, darlin' Don't you want somebody to love Someone who could be your true love Going, always gone All this world seems so lonely You're always out there on your own Oh, darlin' Don't you want somebody to love Someone who could be your true love Don't you want these arms around you Remember when it was I found you ---------------------- The future looks so bright ahead, the past is far behind. I think of all the things we said, and you are on my mind. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. Mexico has sunny skies, Hawaii knows no rain. Any place you want sweetheart, I will buy the ring. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. Anything you want sweetheart, anything you do. Anywhere you go sweetheart, I will follow you. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. This car I drive is old and beat, it may not see me through. This car I drive is fine with me, it's headed back to you. Think of tomorrow. Think of tomorrow. ------------------------------- Oh the weather outside is frightful But the fire is so delightful And since we've no place to go Let it snow let it snow let it snow It doesn't show signs of stopping But I brought some corn for popping The lights are turned way down low Let it snow let it snow let it snow When we finally kiss good night How I'll hate going out in the storm But if you really hold me tight All the way home I'll be warm Oh that fire is slowly dying But my dear, we're still bye-bye-ing So if you really love me so Let it snow let it snow let it sno When we finally kiss good night How I'll hate going out in the storm But if you really hold me tight All the way home I'll be warm Oh that fire is slowly dying But my dear, we're still bye-bye-ing And if you really love me so Let it snow let it snow let it snow Yeah if you really love me so Let it snow Let it snow Oh let it snow Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
9:48 pm	Today was another great day... In the car, I just cant wait... To pick you up on our very first date Is it cool if I hold your hand? Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance? Do you like my stupid hair? Would you guess that I didnt know what to wear? I'm just scared of what you'll think. You make me nervous so I really can't eat Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever When you smile, I melt inside I'm not worthy for one minute of your time I really wish it was only me and you I'm jealous of everybody in the room Please dont look at me with those eyes Please dont hint that your capable of lies I dread the thought of our very first kiss A target that I'm probably gonna miss Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Current Mood: loved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:25 am	so today was really good and im in a really happy good mood. much much better day then my thanksgiving. ya, my thanksgiving pretty much sucked. family just annoyed me by complaining of how little i eat or petting my hair the whole time. yeah, it got really annoying. but today... sooooooooooooooooo much better. its finally officail! im so happy~!~ Lord you satisfy me every breath that i take is just getting me closer i would swim to the ocean floor if i knew every breath could be getting me closer to you. my Lord is my shepard. ----- What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people Nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you Current Mood: grateful,happy, loved Current Music: Baby its cold outside (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
9:55 pm	This week has been pretty good for the most part. missing a someone but yeah. iv gotten lots of oppertunities to wittness and im taking them, and loving it. i dont know why all of a sudden they are appearing, but im glad they are. had small groups tonight, it was pretty good. we just talked a lot of things we didnt understand about God and the bible and everything. but it solved any doubts by church tonight, it was really good. im ready for a change, to make a difference. im sick of being the quiet one at school thats always frowning and not saying anything. i want to do something there. i was sent there for a reason and im going to fulfill it. just gotta go by day by day now hoping and praying it will get better and i can help a lot of people out. and stop loosing those battles of dabates in having abt the bible and everything. i can do all things through christ who strengthens me-1 corinthians _: 22 i think the reference is somethin like that. i can make a difference, i will. that was the whole purpose of me leaving bethesda, start a new school, make new friends, make a bigger inpact. i cant wait to see what else God has in store for me. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
8:29 pm	I had a bunch of fun on saterday. what iv been waiting for since like this summer.... fall ball. the actual 'fall ball' was rle boring but the after party was fun. we all ran and jumped around w/ our hair looking all pretty over laurens for the after party. not much else rle to say besides it was a blast and i love being w/ my bethesda people. yesterday we had a good bye party for my uncle whose moving to arizona soon. lots of family and extended family came. chelsea and joe came too bc i was bored and didnt know like half the ppl that were over my house. we hung out in my room and watched some roger rabbit movie. it was fun. today nothing specail happend...schools boring. gettin good grades though. science: A- arobics: A+ english: B math: A- yearbook: A- speech: A history: B wow publics schools are so much easier then privet! Current Mood: bouncy (4 Comments |Comment on this)